Ariana had her heart appointment today, since she was diagnosed with stridor. It was best for her to check on her heart to make sure it wasn’t working to hard..
I was so nervous, I was terrified that something was wrong and that Ariana would need surgery. But I just forced myself to stay positive. Positivity is key in this new life that I have been blessed with… The nerves still sneak in though… And I think that’s just my “worried-mom” side that takes over and is on high volume because I know something could be wrong… But I’m working on that, I don’t want to spend my time being scared that something could go wrong, because now I know that just because something could go wrong doesn’t mean it will. And that’s just my optimistic-mom side being cranked up;)
We’ve probably just received the BEST news yet. Ariana’s ASD (hole in heart) is 95% closed! And she won’t need to be seen again for a whole year!
My heart baby is almost healed, and it’s the most intense feeling knowing, actually knowing that she won’t need any life-saving surgery.